We Both turned around to see who it was .. it was my brother faisal ... oh f*ck.
" Ma tita7achoon? " Said Faisal
" Yousif character eb a blog ana w jana ngrah! 9a7 Jana? " Trying to replay as calm as I could! I Pulled Jana's Phone Luckily she had an open web Page of a blog and one of the characters was Called yousif !
" Aah okay, Shlounch Jana Shakhbarch? " Asked Faisal
" 7mdalllah :) " Said Jana
" Umm Yalah akhaleekom " Said Faisal as he was leaving
Jana w faisal kanaw ma3 ba3ath gabil fatra , They hid it away from me at first but then I found out .. because of the age diffrence and Jana's mother nearly finding out about faisal the both decided to end it , althought I know they both have deep feelings for each other , but I decided not to do anything about it because I wanted whats best for Jana and It would be to damn awkward.
" WAAY that was so close!! " I told Jana , But I could sense the atmoshpere changed after my brother walked in " Janoo? Shfeech? " I Asked her.
" Maku. let's Call mezyan and tell her about this! " Suggested Jana , trying to change the subject!
Mezyan is My half moroccan friend , She has an amazing body mashalaah! Long Black Hair and cutest dimples ever=)) She's pretty much the "rare" kind of girl. She's the I give a damn about polatics and Syasa and I love make up kind of girl! And She's bossy -.- which really pisses me off sometimes , but what can I do? I love that crazy-a*s!
We Called Mezyan and told her about it at first she said " AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH WTF?! " " 20 diqeeqa w ana Jayah! " Mezyan Tends to talk a bit moroccan when shes nervious or hears something big!
While we were waiting for mezyan to show up Jana Asked " N , Are you okay? "
" No im not jana! Ye3ny ely 9ar feny mu shwaya , how do you expect me to be okay? Maby akbar akoun wa7da mt3aqda nafseyan! I Want to live normal althought I know thats not possible , ya3ny ely sawah yousif mu shwaya , ma3ndah galb? ma3ndah ra7ma? He's gonna live happy ever after ... and Me? haha. I dont have a reason to continue living wallah I dont " I Told Jana , I broke down infront of her and tears just started falling from my eyes I couldnt stop , I Just couldnt take it anymore! Jad Mu gadra asta7mil this bullsh*t anymore.
Jana Jumped up and gave me the biggest hug ever and started to say things just to comfort me , things such as " Its okay!! - things like this happen - I know how you feel " But her and I both know that NO its not okay , and that NO things like this doesnt happen , and 100% doesnt know how I feel! Nobody does at this moment , but you know what? I have two options: Either to continue crying on my friends shoulder or Start to make a change and try to forget! , I know its impossible to forgot about the harrasment because im sure that this will be carved in my memory forever , and maybe someday I will break down and cry on my friends shoulder again .. but what is life if we dont try?
A while later arrived Mezyan , We went outside to get her and as soon as I saw her she gave me the warmest hug ever , which made me realise I was super lucky to have friends like Jana and Mezyan around me ... Wallah im Blessed. <3
Mezyan As Well tried to comfort me by saying bad words in moroccan 7ag yousif and I admit it kinda made me feel better :D! and she brought me my fav. comfort food with her .... PICKLES DIPPED IN PEANUT BUTTER!
We Decided to watch a movie to keep my mind off of things , so we put on Love me , love me not one of my favs. <3 , While we were watching I felt my mobile vibrate in my pocket , I pulled it out and saw that I recived a new text message , I opened it and couldnt believe my eyes
6*******:
Etha Gitlay 7ag a7ad matlomeen elah nafsich , fahma?
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" Ma tita7achoon? " Said Faisal
" Yousif character eb a blog ana w jana ngrah! 9a7 Jana? " Trying to replay as calm as I could! I Pulled Jana's Phone Luckily she had an open web Page of a blog and one of the characters was Called yousif !
" Aah okay, Shlounch Jana Shakhbarch? " Asked Faisal
" 7mdalllah :) " Said Jana
" Umm Yalah akhaleekom " Said Faisal as he was leaving
Jana w faisal kanaw ma3 ba3ath gabil fatra , They hid it away from me at first but then I found out .. because of the age diffrence and Jana's mother nearly finding out about faisal the both decided to end it , althought I know they both have deep feelings for each other , but I decided not to do anything about it because I wanted whats best for Jana and It would be to damn awkward.
" WAAY that was so close!! " I told Jana , But I could sense the atmoshpere changed after my brother walked in " Janoo? Shfeech? " I Asked her.
" Maku. let's Call mezyan and tell her about this! " Suggested Jana , trying to change the subject!
Mezyan is My half moroccan friend , She has an amazing body mashalaah! Long Black Hair and cutest dimples ever=)) She's pretty much the "rare" kind of girl. She's the I give a damn about polatics and Syasa and I love make up kind of girl! And She's bossy -.- which really pisses me off sometimes , but what can I do? I love that crazy-a*s!
We Called Mezyan and told her about it at first she said " AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH WTF?! " " 20 diqeeqa w ana Jayah! " Mezyan Tends to talk a bit moroccan when shes nervious or hears something big!
While we were waiting for mezyan to show up Jana Asked " N , Are you okay? "
" No im not jana! Ye3ny ely 9ar feny mu shwaya , how do you expect me to be okay? Maby akbar akoun wa7da mt3aqda nafseyan! I Want to live normal althought I know thats not possible , ya3ny ely sawah yousif mu shwaya , ma3ndah galb? ma3ndah ra7ma? He's gonna live happy ever after ... and Me? haha. I dont have a reason to continue living wallah I dont " I Told Jana , I broke down infront of her and tears just started falling from my eyes I couldnt stop , I Just couldnt take it anymore! Jad Mu gadra asta7mil this bullsh*t anymore.
Jana Jumped up and gave me the biggest hug ever and started to say things just to comfort me , things such as " Its okay!! - things like this happen - I know how you feel " But her and I both know that NO its not okay , and that NO things like this doesnt happen , and 100% doesnt know how I feel! Nobody does at this moment , but you know what? I have two options: Either to continue crying on my friends shoulder or Start to make a change and try to forget! , I know its impossible to forgot about the harrasment because im sure that this will be carved in my memory forever , and maybe someday I will break down and cry on my friends shoulder again .. but what is life if we dont try?
A while later arrived Mezyan , We went outside to get her and as soon as I saw her she gave me the warmest hug ever , which made me realise I was super lucky to have friends like Jana and Mezyan around me ... Wallah im Blessed. <3
Mezyan As Well tried to comfort me by saying bad words in moroccan 7ag yousif and I admit it kinda made me feel better :D! and she brought me my fav. comfort food with her .... PICKLES DIPPED IN PEANUT BUTTER!
We Decided to watch a movie to keep my mind off of things , so we put on Love me , love me not one of my favs. <3 , While we were watching I felt my mobile vibrate in my pocket , I pulled it out and saw that I recived a new text message , I opened it and couldnt believe my eyes
6*******:
Etha Gitlay 7ag a7ad matlomeen elah nafsich , fahma?
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